Online Love In late fourties at her office. A lovely smile next to wonderful breasts…a great woman, working hardly to be able do whatever on her mind!!!		She came to me in response to my ad on ONE-AND-ONLY.COM, the distinguished day 13/1/2002. Some days then said: “everything is predestined”!!!. She has her own business and property. We spent lovely times online: emails, chatting and webcam. When busy at work she leaves home at night to the office where the PC, sitting together expressing ourselves freely, exchanging thoughts and feelings. Happy times out of daily life stresses and lonely at home. The soul language was understood in harmony in the very beginning, deep breathes were there too. She made all online possible conservative tempting things, the package was on a private show. Her words: “I was fallen in love with you online”. Of course, I loved her, then a date in Cairo. It was true for we both, happiness, love and joy:
She came to me [16/3/2002] looks like a crazy aged one (people around her said), light, unstable, dancing in the public thinking of it the better for us, expressing herself in a free spirit mode. Was embarrassed in her company those first moments at the airport (as she did in Alex later on), eyes around were astonished how is that with a respectful man? But love was there caring of her well being, possible ways with sacrifices, if any.				Arrival Looking more aged. Usual when nervous, under financial stress, or feeling loneliness. However, this pic is more beautiful than her on arrival.
Magic wand Sneaks, not scared.		The physical touch was amazing, melting in my hands with the first massage of her breasts. Eyes talked mysteriously, the laughter perfected the job, more intimacy and exchanging gifts. She commented after back home: "… you are probably the most loving person I have ever met ... ". For me it is out of precedents, in despite of some drawbacks and moments of upset on both sides. With happiness agreed meeting again so long as the beautiful thing is there and sun is shining. It cannot be bought or outweighed with any money ... agreeable!!!
			Was told mutual Out of age and materialistic things … even clothes that were under comments … … what so ever you are.		A secret: she likes me to wear a gallabia like this one.
Farewell	Oh my GOD!!!, the magic wand acted well. She became an angel, flying with joy. A balanced personality, so lovely, beautiful, attractive, sexy, so feminine, joyful, happy, respectful one, a girl in her twenties, more beautiful than the above one when she was in love with the Pyramids … !!! Poor my words, when all of these are integrated with astonishing insiders, clever, successful, humors, and a great wonderful lovely woman, a lot of compatibilities in between (except one thing), a generous giver, considerate and kind, no wonder then she became my love, an angel of heavens who kidnapped my soul those moments of joy. Love is her all medications to acquire her real beauty before the crowd. It is true for all human beings, beauty of life and self shines only with true love, in difference to other livings and matter. The wellbeing in all aspects was there, even the graceful feminine walk, witnessing the beautiful thing in between, proud of her hanging out and passionately kissing the dreamy lips on departure. Makes a big difference between the one received and the one farewelled at the airport [20/3/2002]. Only 4 days...she was sad, it was short, but agreeable on both sides that it was "wonderful days in Egypt"!
Eventually, she wanted being just friends. "I will be happy to see you again but just give me more time. If you cannot do that then close the door and look to your own future" (her words). She claimed didn't intend to hurt me, but addressed me the disappointing words: "came to you fleetingly...close the door on me ... Afwan (sorry in Arabic)", then disappeared, no reply, phone or email, since the Egyptian airplane has crashed in Tunisia! Guess hard times or bad things in her life, normal way of thinking ... OR, she is a part of a political issue, abnormal guessing (evil thoughts). There is a probability that a political issue is behind the bad things happened to her, THREATENED or something like that … strange political world!!! “Please believe me when I say that I would do anything I can to help you but I cannot sacrifice my life to try and make your life better.”!  All the time she didn't address me bad words, was always considerate, kind, in respect and loving, mutually … any misunderstanding was cleared in the proper time. ‘Shame on you’, she playfully said when felt wet with my talk while in work … addressed her the same on many nodes of talking … understanding, open mind, heart, and life, both sides. She doubted me greedy of her money, while I doubted her love and words, needed to buy men for her body on the western dirty style side of love that speaking bilingually, sex/money. Wrote her in my last email: "... will hate you so much in place of loving you so much in case I would realize you are working with me (playing a game) on either of two issues, political or sexual buying men for your body with your wealth". She doubted too that somebody is spying our talk and communications, terrible for we both. She didn't came to me free of her problems that lie in the past, wealth around, and some down western characters which can't be reconciled with the eastern Islamic ones, those I was tolerating throughout. After visiting me she visited her ex, returned unbalanced logic, claimed omitting emotions for being strong(!), then said that her emotions are cloudy, needs time for sun to shine again and dissolves. Was fallen in love with her ex for many years, "seduced" him (she laughed at this expression) virgin religious (Christian) man in his thirties, about 15 years younger than her … later on he thought of marriage of another girl, younger than both. She needed to refresh her life and herself feeding soul with a new love … this time is only 4 days of physical touch, not enough for an eternal love. Next year she told me that she got another Egyptian in her life, a business man, going in and out of Egypt regularly together as if a guard…the political game was emphasized! On phone in his company she looked like gloomy in voice and crazy again asking me: “Why you love me”! She became the only one in my life who I loved and hated so much. Any way, she deserved my love, and deserves my pains for a while. Nowadays, I don't know whether she is all right doing well and happy, having peace of mind, sleeping peacefully, putting on mascara, getting fat, smoking without breakfast or not, neither who is caring of her real happiness. I have to appreciate all her efforts caring of my happiness. Me too did my best for her and she appreciated what I did caring of her wellbeing. I was ready to give her all of me with faithfulness, but now things changed as she chose the alternative! All efforts and sacrifices done for her have gone with the wind! She overcame many times before the down waves in our relation, seems stubborn this time. Still there is something to discover in personality, may be in the following pages and days. Strange this world and … woman!? {Designed: 15 May 2002; Updated: 10/15/2003 1:04 AM}					Sunset Cairo tower, a romantic place to sit on the River Nile edge in a turnout table in the 16^th floor, especially at night, watching Cairo in its light dress. Two times we were there. In one of them fireworks were sparking the night with stars and the talk was about my bad financial situation that time, consequences of my political issue, aggression of authorities on my farm, destroy, a financial crises that lived long. It was the first time in person we both were upset...she called her dogs!!! Later on she got disappointed talking financially or the other women (money/sex thoughts). Last talk on 5/5/2002 was about both!!
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